忙完了PTCC，希望大家都是开心的。

其实，对我个人而言节目好不好看对我来说，一点都不重要，最重要的是大家开开心心。说倒容易，做时真难。面对的问题，是接踵而来的。解决了一个，又来下一个。哈哈。还瞒刺激的。当你不能逃避时，你只能面对。所以，就自我安慰吧。

有人告诉我，搞活动其实是，70%是在做人，30%是在做活动。我彻底的相信。人心，是我最害怕的。什么都可以捉摸，就只有人心难料。从小害怕被讨厌，被骂。所以与别人能正面起冲突的能免者免。之前还小，脾气冲。现在，改了很多。庆幸有个机会让我成长。

怎样当一个主席？怎样面对人事问题？怎样开会？怎样接受其他人？怎样讲话？怎样带领全部人？怎样让你的共事者，心服口服？好多好多。我消化了很多，也应用了很多，效果好不好，目地有没有达成，我也不敢说，我对了，我没有错。我很成功，我都不敢说。一个人是无法成就任何事情的，我深信。所以当有一个人觉得我不好，我就觉得我不够好，需要进步。

伤心，是难免的。修养还不够好。还需要别人的肯定，在意别人的想法，就会让自己伤心。因为，无论如何，你觉得有多么的好，别人不认为，你就什么都不是。我内心还是个小孩。我一直在努力学着了，尽量学习负责任，独立，坚强，坚持。

自从PTCC后，我承认，我真的老了。想多了，希望是好事。

PTCC第二天，看到学弟学妹们，一起吃饭。心里当时其实好感动。可能会觉得白痴啊，可是，真的开心，不为什么。

女儿们，阿爸，阿妈，一路以来，每当发生任何事情时，看到了你们，都会让我觉得，多大的事情发生了，你们还是会挺我，帮我，照顾我。让我安心了不少。就算没告诉我该怎么做，一句废话，就够了。让我笑。。就让我一直笑下去，就够了。有你们，真好！

真诚对待每一个人，他们会感受到你的用心。

is it good to be ME? i start to wonder…

now ady 1.30 am ady lo, jz back frm NANTI last family
dinner, i jz feel like oh gosh, something miracle jz  had happened. Our  NANTI family dinner had been held continuously
in this 2 semester. Even it was less then 28 weeks, but frankly speaking, this
had become a routine of mine ( maybe some of us as well) to have a family
dinner wit mostly everyone in this family on tuesday or thursday sometimes mayb
wednesday. hehe. I knew there are some members who rarely can attend because of
activities, is ok. Ah ma will wont be so not understanding and kick you all out
from family d. J
There were lots of places that we had been (so lucky ya). I still remember the
1^st time,  we just had our family
dinner at kolej and there were  lots of
people attending. I feel excited that “wa, so geng wor, we make it 3 tables
full wit people wor..” haha. Devil smiled inside. Maybe because of the strongly
supported by whole NANTI family members, made usà ah pa n me, had the
motivation to hold the dinner continuously until today.

  There were lots of places we had
been, from 10^th kolej we stepped out to 3rd kolej, but I still
remember my little bee son said, can we go out eat??  “Deng! Deng!” the day on, we explored or to be
exact we stepped out from UM to start our “eat journey”.
     We had been
KEPONG eat crab, ZOO NEGARA, JINJANG eat "da chao", S.E.A park eat
refill mee, SS2 eat very big d chop, PUCHONG eat kertas balut ayam,  MID
VALLEY eat not in plan d KIM GARY,  OLD TOWN eat very mini’s food,
STRAWBERRY FIELD d watever, KLANG eat seafood, n etc etc.. cant reli remember
all of that at the moment.. (bt,  nvm u
all tell me the others den i add in, ^^). Besides, in the middle of our dinner
will be full with jokes n laughter. Furthermore, for those who talk to every
different person beside them during every family dinner, u really did a great
job. THX for everyone who contribute to that. Even u felt like, erm I din joke
at all wor. “hey guys what are u thinking out there, your attendance was a firm
and strong point shown that u make the biggest contribution to our family la”
    AH Gong, zhien choong, keng fai, wei jie(thin), angel, and
shu mei, thx for always being the 1 that provided transport to our family. (
even I reli duno hw to claim back that for u all, but I wrote it here as
penghargaan ady la) hehe.

    MY hubby, yik vern, thx for always be the 1 that push
me to link the message and think where to have our dinner.. i always need to
sractch my head very hard for tat( c my hair bcm shorter ady lo).. keke..

    Moreover,
a big THANKS for whole NANTI’s family d
second year, third year n fourth year seniors that always attend and show your
vulnerable concern to all of the junior. U all really damn damn great, make me
changed my point of view that even we are no longer juniors, but we still committed
to CC and to NANTI. THANKS to u all tat
had been played such a pivotal role in our family. NANTI will be nothing if u
all didn’t put such an effort on it.

    JUNIORs’... u all always always are the 1 who can make mama being proud of. When I was a junior, i think i was a
trouble maker, but you all, really can be the 1 who help everyone out. Passive,
kind, moderate and will try to talk wit every1, no gang gang stuff in family. Frankly
speaking, ah ma veri veri veri heppi… As u all know oso la, ah ma is so sticky
wit kaien, will miss her very much d, bt with u all, ah ma will had the heart n feeling wan to mix and get along
very well wit every1 as well. Ah ma noe, u all got gang gang oso d ma, dnt said
no har.. haha. is normal la.. bt in family ah ma dnt think so, evry1 mix around
talk watever kind of think, crap la, sing la, eat la, etc etc… feel reli warm.

温暖+幸福+满满的感动，都是你们给我的。这一个责任，我，背得很开心。都是因为有你！

p/s: I want to write this out to show how much i care n how I love this
family so much. Don’t want to hide it in the deepest of my heart. ah big big big "bang" kiss to all of you. (gan dong+ing)

p/s 2: even this is so so so not like me, but besides laughn being man, ah ma noe how to feel touch oso d la.. haha cry

wah, dong kim ady around 2 am lo.. but i feel si bek hua hi le… wakaka…
everything happen got rison d.. same like y u go to shit shit, sure u got eat ma, aboden where come the shit ar.. aiyo, kong diok sai i oso very hapi. evrytime pangsai liao feel damn syiok lo.. like ringan liao, itu nasi lemak la, rice la all bcm 1 colour liao, watever u eat they wil reunite together.. wakao, dat feeling damn syiok man, hw can u imagine tat char bihun+burger+vege+etc.. all different color d lo, end up same place (aiya, paise talk tiz topic me bek tahan.. so many thing wan share) paise paise nia…
ok la, bek 2 y i hapi la.. u c talk talk xia forgot y i hapi liao lo..
me si bek syiok, 1st, today i finished exam liao my last test in thiz sem, wakao, dat feel cnt describe d lo. syok sai lo
2nd, i submit my last assignment for this sem lo, tat feel mayb i can describe lo, like u kek sai 1 week liao, den suddenly all cm out.. tat feel.. tat feel. can u imagine? ssigh, syok kou li lo..
3rd, i fire liao my post as s/u.. wakaka.., burn liao.. syok, no longer wear itu sexy uniform to meeting..( keke, paise imagination over liao smtimes)
last but not least, feel like i m NT ATTACHED TO ANYTHING liao lo, free as a bird, fly here fly dere… but hope din langgar itu menara TM lo.. wonder y i din say itu KL tower or itu KLCC??
wonder???? *winks*
the reason is " MAI SIAO LA. SO TALL SO FAR, CAN GO BY BUS D MA, Y WAN FLY??? SIAO U NYA E"
"DEN GT PPL ASK, MENARA TM U CAN FLY DERE?"
"SURE LA, SO NEAR sure FLY LA, BUS MANA BRING U DERE 1"
[stupid oo, ask ppl the kindergarden student use his hair oso can ans d question]

i decided ady i wan kahwin ang moh… wakaka…

Name:
* Angeline Dang I AI
  but i prefer ppl call me "I Ai",
feel u are more closer to my heart…
(vomit)

Sister/s:
* 1

brother/s:
* 1

Shoe size:
* 4 1/2

Height:
* 159 cm—> i insist =p

What are you wearing right now?
* pink polo-t (wit pants oso la)

Where do you live?
* kedah, perak, kl…

Favorite Number:
* 5

Favorite Drinks:
* ice lemon tea, sky juice, mineral water, etc etc..
  if nt nid pay, what i oso like…"sek do la.." haha

Favorite Months:
*  December.. winter.. santa claus…

Favorite Breakfast:
* don’t really eat but if got dimsum..hehe will consider la..haha

***********Have You Ever***********

Been on a plane:
* yeap, domestic onli.. hope can go overseas next time…

Been in a hot tub:
* yeap… feel so relaxing..

Swam in the ocean:
* yeap, port dickson counted in??

Fallen asleep in school:
* if i say no.. den it is impossible lo..

Broken someone’s heart:
* haha, hope will got the chance oso..

Fell off your chair:
* erm, once la..

Sat by the phone all night waiting for
someone to call:
*  yeap. the day before my birthday onli..

Saved e-mails:
* never deleted any is it consider save?

***********What is************

Your room like:
* small but got my own space. very satisfied:)

Whats right beside you?
* bed, wit lots of stuff on it. keke

What is the last thing you ate?
* curry tom yam koew teow

—————-Ever Had—————

Chicken pox:
* yeap, when i was 7.
  so enjoy, nt nid go to school.

Sore throat:
* seldom

Stitches:
* nope

Broken nose:
* siao meh…

————Do You————-

Believe in love at first sight?
* believe, doesn’t mean i will

Like picnics?
* i like every outdoor events

-———-Who————-

Who was the last person you danced
with?
* my lover

Who last made you smile?
* my lecturer

Who did you last yell at?
* erm, brother. he is the only person i will yell to.. hehe

———-Final Questions————-

What are you listening to right now?
* gary chao singing my name… ai ai. muahkaka

What did you do today?
* attend class whole day

Hate someone in your family?
* love dem sooo much

Good singer?
* never so no in wat u believe..

Diamond or pearl?
* pearl in diamond.. got such thing??

Are you the Eldest?
* nope

Indoor or outdoors?
* watever got door d i oso like la…

———Today did you—————-

1. Talk to someone you like?
* i like every1.

2. Kiss anyone?
* my mumu can consider or not?

3. Get sick?
* strong like bull, dnt curse me le..

5. Talked to an ex:
* ex what is ex…
   extra? expensive? exchange? excercise? extreme? experience?

6. Miss someone:
*  ya… i miss every1 that i cant meet everyday… oh.. i miss u..

7. Eat:
*  if din eat, God will marah d… so must eat la..

-———Last person who————

8. You talked to on the phone?
* pizza hut– delivery..

———-Random————-

21. Have a crush on someone:?
* sure, if u wana noe i can list it down ..
   but seem like it was not in the question so…
   next time lo…

22. What books are you reading right
now?
* the hundred secret of senses

23. Best feeling in the world:
* can sleep when u want
  can eat when u want
  atm always full with money

24. Future kids names?
* c what is my husband surname then can decide ma…
if decided any den if combine wit my husband surname den weird weird d.. hw? hw? hw? wan kena scold by my kids meh.

25. Do u Sleep with stuffed animals?
* my mumu.. cant imagine without him..

26. What’s under your bed?
* stuff that might kena rampas.. (all illegal electronics stuff) wakaka

28. Favorite locations:
* somewhere with deep blue ocean and very sunny day… wow.. 

29. Danced a slow dance with someone
you didn’t even like?
* nope

32. Who do you really hate?
* someone duno how to appreciate
   betray me once den u r sorry

36. You lonely right now?
* my heart always full wit people..

cake is the best medicine to heals whatever diseases.
if u not trust me, u give me 1 cake now, i show you how great a cake can cure a person.
Don’t believe me? Then give me a cake now.

p/s: that 1 spiral chocolate cake i dnt wan. =p

第一句

沒有一百分的另一半　只有五 十分的兩個人

第二句

付出真心　才會得到真心　

卻也可能傷得徹 底

保持距離　就能保護自己　

卻也註 定永遠寂寞

第三句

通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人　才是真正愛你
的人

第四句

有時候 　不是對方不在乎你　

而是你把對方看
得太重

第五句

冷 漠　

有時候並不是無情　

只是一種避免被傷害
的工具

第六句

如果我們之間有1000步 的距離　

你只
要跨出第1步
我就會朝你的方向走其 餘的999步

第七句

為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人

為你 的快樂而快樂的　是朋友

為你的難過 而難過的　就是那些　該放進心
裡的 人

第八句

就算是 believe　中間也藏了一個lie

第九句

真正的好朋友　 並不是在一 起就有聊不完的話題

而是在一起　就 算不說話　也不會感到尷尬

第十句

朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜 歡你的人